The silent secrets

Wait wait, who said I am that good one - who gets adjusted to all your bullshits,who obeys with all your desires. Don't you think I am just a human being like all who is imperfect.

You said I am a bad name for friendship then what about you? I'll be under constant pressure its no rule that I could make time while you are free..! You expect me to be perfect but actually I am a big mess.

You say- if you want to meet anyone whom you love you'll find way.! But who said I did love you? Did I ever express my feelings for you? I cry infront of you, I shared my pain with you- it doesn't I love you neither I am your best friend.

Behind these immense pressure I make some time for you and reply to your message. It doesn't mean I'll be available when you are free, just let me be myself, I can't fake myself, I can't loose myself...