A dream of explicabilities

I don't know what are you upto. Don't do any stupidity. We can sit down and talk. No I would kill you .Hey Please stop. No you have just made me gone mad. You are an absolute Humiliation for us . I looked in the mirror there was no one nearby me just a mirror and some yellow sheet kept on it with some documents. Again I observed similar things and I found I was the one doing this

to me while I was also the guy who was fighting it. It seemed the chains of my alter ego has broken and it had come to life. And I was right. He said now you will be stuck in the spheres of isolation while I would take control over this body. Say goodbye Vansh. I said if that's it. I am not fighting. If you are not with me then I don't deserve to live. Kill me I said. Thank you for

protecting me from the society of Fools and Dirty mindsets. I am ready to sink into the ocean of slumber. I had one last wish. He said I would give you two.

Because you were also a good guy once .I said my first wish is why do you want to kill me and my second wish is to die from the hands of my beloved. He said the answer to the first question was you once said if I am not going to score good I don't deserve to live. And you cried so much when you looked at the result. You said this is not enough all though while it was above 90%. and for the second whose hands do you want to parents ,Friends ,Or your only inspiration. I said the third. He said okay. He took my phone and called M/S Tand said all the nonsense I said. When she heard this she almost got crazy. She said have you lost your wisdom what are you even asking me to do. As said alter egos don't have emotions like us. He said fine I will do it myself. She said no you won't. I won't let you do all that. Just as I was going to eat the poisoned curd someone knocked on my door. I thought it was the courier man who was going to deliver the death letter. I immediately opened the door without looking. And there was no one outside. So I thought let it be and I just shut the gates without locking them and I closed my eyes and picked up my spoon to travel to the house of death. Just in between I heard the sound of something thrown away and a slap like sound. I looked it was M/S T. She said I never expected this from you. You are a good kid why are you doing this to yourself.

I told her how my alter ego had gone out of my control and how he wanted to kill me. She said your subconscious mind is playing tricks with you. All this is nothing but the result of all

work and no play combined with your major problem overthinking. She said you are going to the doctor with me. I said ma'am it's tomorrow right .She said no right now and held my hands and made me sit in her car .She told the driver drive to Mr Jenson office. And she said sorry I slapped you but I have read in psychology if people have got a shock and can't feel the intensity of

emotions we need to give shock to the person and that's why I did it with you. Can you make me talk to your alter ego ? I said Vlad you here ? He said dropping up. And he said Hello ma'am I am Vlad. His alter ego. I am someone who used to give him all the shivering and crying sessions for which you had to take care of him like a friend sometimes. It was all because of me. Just

in between the clinic arrived and the doctor examined me for a moment. He said Ma'am he's having DID. Dissociative Identity disorder. she said but I haven't seen him abnormal nearby me. He said it was because it turned up when he got lonely. He said has he ever told you ?

He said once he told me how he felt when I left ? It was for a period of 3-4 years and he didn't had any friends. He used to miss me a lot. He said it's the beginning and you have chance to stop

it otherwise he may actually harm himself. He said who would be taking consent. She asked me whether I would like to tell my friends. I said no and explained her how they didn't understood me at times. She said then I will. I said she can focus on her life and leave me. She said after today no chances. I will get you a room nearby my house and would check on your medicines from my house. I looked how much I have done on a single day of my adult life but then I found it was just a dream of explicabilities. I have a fear now what if something like this happens on my result day which is not far. I don't know how much days I going to live if this dreams get true.