The Misunderstood Disciple

Once upon a time there was a young disciple. His face shined with innocence and workholic nature. No one including me had the idea of the challenges he is having in his life today. He was thinking of starting his teen age by learning new skills. Poetry, Debate, Extempores, Anchoring, Music were some of the school of skills that were offered to him. There was something strange in him. He passed in all of them with good marks and captured a lot of awards. But everything pays a price and he met with several heart shaking experiences and tragedies. His first master died due to brain hemorrhage, his best friend disappeared and never came in all those years. He thought he would remain strong and with the newly acquired skills he would try to improve and change the world alone. He succeeded to a larger extent but only for a limited time being. He had fame but his companions hated him for existing. The other masters thought him he was just another person who is busy in publicity stunts while sugar coating them with his past academical performances. But this met with the uprising of a disciple group and this shattered almost half of his self confidence.

This incident put him into months of depression and ever lasting chronic anxiety which had made him feel approaching people rather difficult. Maybe God has heard him. He met a new master who helped him regaining his skills as well as made him an author. Within six months he won her trust and even wrote multiple books in the process. But this was for a short time. His curiosity of always learning a bit more and overthinking destroyed his entire aims. The master who used to trust him refused to trust him and teach him new skills. The opinions had changed from a workholic and disciplined disciple to a disciple who has lost his character while going through the teenage phase. He tried apologising everyday but nothing worked. Everytime he tried apologizing it always resulted in the master losing his calm and him receiving all the dosage of scoldings. In the process he became a room locked kid while trying to regain her trust which seemed impossible. Today a week is going to pass and he is going to do the same thing tomorrow.He is ready to do anything for regaining the trust.