You

Long where the nights when my days

Once revolved around you

You played with my emotions

And I only trusted you

I trusted your fake expressions

In return 

I only chased you

You were drinking 

Left me thinking

Cant you see

We are done, baby

How did it get too far

Left me broken with scar

Breaking my trust 

YOU tore me apart

Did you ever include me in your one less lonely chart????

Wondering if I had a place in your heart

No matter what I do

I overthink

Trying to forget you

But end up thinking about you

They say home is where the heart is

But that's not where I lived

I took you as a blessing

But could never be your gift

And you add my name to your ling list of traders 

Who don't understand

I look back in regrets 

When I made up my mind

Your lies

Not gonna face 

You can beg you can bleed

You can sweat you can plead

But this time 

I will pay no heed

Do you get deja vu

When she smiles

And looks at you

When you tell her the jokes I told you

Oh now I know

What I knew

I thought you were rare

I was among few

I left my standards 

Just to belong to you

But you broke my trust

And ask

Did I ever

Love you??

Call it what you want

Don't wanna be your lonely stunt

Had I known 

What I have known

Would I still care for you???

I gave it all

You called me a mess

Did my feelings caused you stress???

Do you remember our days

You were a torn dress

That I blindly chased 

All overcome and troubles faced

You were my trust fund babe

Honey, you locked me in your cave

Dig my grave

And now ask me to behave

Maybe it's me or my

Blind optimism to blame

Or I knew you were trouble

Letting you walk in

Is a work of shame

Which was also lame

If you like having secret Lil rendezvous

Baby, I am perfect for you

But if I ask you To name our love

YOU misbehave 

And call me mean and look at the dew

You pained my sky blue

Now you meet with your new

If I bleed Babe you will be the last to know

Cuz you were my false god

I blindly shipped you

But got played by you

If we go back in time

Would you fix my heart 

And bring back the lotus inn

I look back in regrets

That's when I termed you my precious dime

Rumous screams 

And sparks fly

Your given scars are all I hide

Behind my smile

Cuz I am head for another mile

When you talk I can't breathe

Did you notice

Do you regret our

Last first kiss

Is it something you are ever gonna miss??

I was drowning 

Sinking dying

But now I am floating driving arriving

Arrived at a motel bar

I was driving in a getaway car

Nobody's gonna chase you as I did

YOU left me along the road like a toyless kid

YOU did me wrong

But still, My heart beats for you

YOU caused me pain

But when you get hurt I still cry for you

YOU cheated my trust

But I would walk through fire for you

Cuz I still adore you

There was always a place in me

That you could call home

You broke me apart

Replaced my heart with stone

Left me all alone

I compared you with none

Lasted forever but ended so soon

For you, I worshipped the pink glazzy moon

I danced in your lies

Sang your sweet melodies and tune

I recall the day of June

Never was never enough

Our love is what we termed 

Strong and mild tough

We had miles to go 

But blocked the way

Made it rough

Cut it in half

How could you misbehave 

When I only trusted you

How could you cheat

When I only cared for you

I still try

Go smile when you cry

Go shine when you get wet or dry

But still, end up in pain 

With no gain

Its not a love story

Or a fairy tale

Just a story of a shape-shifting snake

Who listens to drake

Your lies were volatile

But the truth was never uniform or motile

Yellow dirty fellow

Your aftershave was never mellow

Do I seem rude??

Did it cause you pain??

Or is it my unconsciousness 

I am to blame??

The black eyes

The white lies

Prison break

Escape plan

Heaven falls

Downsized walls

Don't you think I was too young

To be played by your long twisted games

I gave you everything

YOU called me names

Do you remember when you first met me

I felt you in an intercontinental bar

YOU were listening to ur video heart

Do you remember where you first left me???

What am I

Was my love sweet or sugar dry???

Your lies

I will never forgive

Cuz you were never the adam

As you never think of me as eve

How foolish I cared for you

How could you let someone else 

When I only loved you???

The city screams ur name

I drive fast in pain

You look so greedy like a devil

I term it the god of evil

It's too late to regret it

But you are the one who said it

We are better off been apart

I hate to be a downer 

But don't bother coming around here cuz I won't have a change of heart

I don't know how it gets better than this

you hold her hand and you drive me fearless

You and I won't make it far

I knew right then

It would leave me with a scar

YOU broke my heart 

Why Did you tear me all apart???

Now I have added your name to my list of enemies

YOU add my name in ur broken keys

YOU lied to me 

When I only chased you

YOU caused me pain

Left me in vain

When I 

Only adored you???