Will I?

Will happiness ever reside in me again?

Will I ever feel that warm feeling inside?

Will I ever be someone's lifelong love?

Will I ever be able to say I love you and it honestly is mutual?

Will I ever be loved?

Will I ever have that someone when I need them?

Will I ever be who I want to be?

Will I ever find what makes me forever untroubled?

Will I ever want to keep living?

Will I ever not want it to end already?

Will I ever dread the day I am gone forever?

Will I ever be truly missed?

Will I ever be delighted to wake up every day?

Will I ever do what I want with my life? 
Will I ever be able to do the things I enjoy the most?

Will I ever live in a world I actually purely adore?

Will I ever find the reason why?

Will I ever find a solution?

Will I ever make memories that never get spoiled by the bad?

Will I ever find people who genuinely like me?

Will I ever look at myself and see beauty?

Will I ever look at myself and see worth?

Will I ever look at myself and like what I see?

Will I ever be free?

Will I?