Wandering

So much has been said and so much is still left to say 

So many memories we have created together and many more are yet to come 

So many moments spent so well and so many still awaiting us....... 

I really wish all that I said could happen 

I really want to be impractical again and listen to my heart 

I really want to shut up my brain for just this time 

But I'm too scared, too timid to take that step 

The irony is I left 'cause you hurt me and today I'm hurt 'cause I'm away from you 

It's not just complicated....it's crazy in fact 

To think of you each night and cry myself to sleep 

And still pretend everything's cool by morning 

To sit under the sky and gaze at moon hoping you are doing the same 

But also assume you are out there walking hand in hand with someone else in this moonlight 

To think of you everytime your favourite song plays 

But at the same time thinking it's dedicated to someone else now 

Just thinking our love was so deep that it'll never fade 

But still at the back of the mind thinking it's someone else's now.....