Unspoken Words…

I thought I am fine but something is hurting me inside…

I preferred to take a long ride…

Nothing worked when your behaviour modified…..

I put a fake smile and your eyes tried for making me justified...

Long ago I was different but now my reality is suicide…

My counseling for making you good is now making you unsatisfied…

I begged you to accept the fact but you always denied…

I don’t have room for feelings as I will prefer to be a bridesmaid but never a bride…

Even if ever I do have feelings but I will not express as my hands are tied…

I thought I am fine but all these are hurting me inside…

The days are dark and the nights are horrified…

I keep on exploring but the answers remain undefined…

I kept on asking the reason for your silence but you always lied…

I want to say, I want you back but you increase the distance wide…

How could you be so rude like a long ago I had died…

You shout at me, you screamed at me but I don’t know why you are not clarified…

And now I too learned from you to ignore and yes! Today I tried…

So why you are feeling bad if I am behaving like the way you guide...

Long ago I was different but now my reality is suicide...

My counseling for making you good is now making you unsatisfied…

Thank you….