I Don't Know...

Words in my mind flyin' day and night,

Scars on my skin crumbling to speak,

But my tongue doesn't know how to say 'em framed...

My heart is cryin' in for me to get back,

But my soul is being reckless for its uphold tight...

I don't know what's going on nor I know what's with meh...

Things are wrong here, I did 'em I know;

But I don't know those what and why;

I just don't know how to answer your cry...

And I'm here full of regret and pain...

They say you did it because you knew you could ruin up;

But its not true I don't feel me, I don't really...

I'm losing my interest from every-thing,

I'm losing my support from every-being;

They say you got attitude,

But reality says being me shows no gratitude...

I know I'm worthless right now,

But still I don't know I'm lost in middle somewhere, where no one can help me...

Perplexed, puzzled, confused, questioned...

All calm from outside but my mind is knocking on inside...

And I'm not actually what I am...

Behaving strange and insane...

I don't know how I'll manage to get back so please don't ask me;

Just hope you feel my words cuz they are real...

I just don't really know...