Trust

I trusted you 

To be there for me 

Yet when the time came

When I needed you the most you were the one

That pushed me off the ledge.

 I was only hanging on by a few fingers from.

Need to open up now 

I too have a heart to feel, 

Wanna free yourself in my touch,

I'm losing myself in your eyes of teal,

Don't give up on me, I love you so much., you're my star,

The essence of beauty,

I know you've been scarred, but loving you is my duty, 

Let all your fears melt away, 

Lose yourself in my kiss, don't let your feeling sway,

Let yourself feel this bliss.

You say you've already told me all your secrets,

But tell me honestly,

Do you really love me?

You told me so many times that you love me,

But do you trust me?

To be honest, no words can explain the way I love you,

Have I ever told you?

You're the only person I ever said "I love you" 

I'm broken from the inside;

Though this heart has had too much to take;

With a fake smile on my face;

I always try to hide my past mistakes;

Having no one to open up to and no one to speak;

I can feel the fear and anger within me, I 'm just becoming far too weak.

The only reason I have is that I just don't trust anyone,

I'm too scared to ask for help;

But if I say that I need you!!

Will you be there for me when I reveal myself?

Or will you cut me off from your life just like everybody else do??? 

Or just a fake concern??

Can you please just trust me on this ..

You're amazing, different , worth it, enough 

You matter and you make a difference.

Get it in your head 

It hurts that you don't see yourself the way I see you.......