To the ones who hide their pain behind the words
To the ones who hide their pain behind the words
There are some days
when you want to disappear forever
when you find yourself scooting to the farthest part of the room
drowned in embarrassment-
when you want the whole world to know how you feel
but the voice is nothing but a mere squeak
can you feel the emotions roiling inside you?
Every heartbreak becomes a poem, and every bad incident, your muse
you've romanticized your pain over the years to such an extent
that you can't feel this pain anymore
You've grown to love yourself
and this absurd feeling.
You may seem coward to the rest,
but trust me,
when you write your horrors,
you don't escape them,
you relive them
which makes you stronger than anyone.
There are some days
when you feel so low
that you literally have to write these words
only to remind yourself
of your own strength
to tell yourself, that no matter how rough life could be,
you will sail pass through the storm
to the other side of the shore
far away from all these noises and the bustling
on a land which doesn't claim you its own.