The Wail Of The Heart

The weather today is just as dull as my wailing heart

As though the sun is grieving her demise too

Here lies her body, so cold, so tiny,

Without any emotions,

Without her smile, without her cries,

The world treated her in such a bad way,

Her destiny far more scrutinized,

Her laugh far more priced.

Love and grief are two sides of the same coin

It has been less than a week

Since I had dug a grave

With my own bare hands.

When you love someone,

You fear losing them

Every single day.

You fear this day to your bones,

The insufferable pain, which you thought you could surpass

Now haunts every passing second.

It is this day

That you despise nature's laws

To its core.

It is this day

That you want to turn the entire table

Breakthrough all the shackles

And run wild, freely,

Without any bondage,

Without any weights,

Without any fear.

Alas! Who can outdo the almighty himself? 

 Today, the wind is not singing her name

Nor are the birds chirping in harmony;

Maybe it is their way to defy the laws

To condemn, to console, to grieve,

The only way they knew

To bid her a farewell

To say goodbye, who only knew the heart's language

To someone, who showed me the way of living

To someone, whose silence was more comforting than the words

To someone, whose smile uplifted my mood on the worst of my days

My dear angel,

I let you go

Today.