To My Only Friend, Diary

I fight with inner battles,

Avoiding laughs and rattles.

Conflicts and devastation in my head,

To an entire different person they led.

Now, in the morning, I no more wake up with a zeal,

But with something to heal.

Now, at night, instead of delightful dreams,

I hear dreadful screams.

With my body trapped in the prison of loneliness,

My soul wants to escape from this hellishness.

Hence, with no choice, I wish to embrace my scars,

And end these everlasting bars.

Is this my depression

Or an undefinable expression?

-A lonely soul