To My Lover's Lover

I know you a little bit 

Like a lot more than I can admit

Because he always talks about you

Like of course he should not

But yet he talks 

About

How you met

How you fell for him

How you have convos

How you hug him

Every damn thing

So hey

Sometimes

I hate you

I can't hear about you

I get jealous because of you

I wish you didn't exist

But also

Sometimes

He gazes at your polaroids

And wishes you here

When we face highs and lows

He craves your hug

More than he craves mine

He can't say that to me 

But I try

Try and understand him

As well as his feelings

I don't have any idea 

Why am I writing this to you?

And hey

He needs you on some days!