They Abandoned Me

The nights where my dreams haunt me

I'm scared about how my morning would be

The halcyon days and serene nights

Where my eyes were only in your sights

My grim face and the vexing soul

And my heart has a hole

 

My heavy eyes bleed tears out

And my heart is ripped out

Having a burning soul of rage

I am captured in a cage

My tormented body was buried alive

Having not accepted that I could strive

 

My lips singing his song

Head hurts knowing its wrong

My mind replaying the happy memory

While I'm lying in the deadly cemetery

My eyes desperately searching for you

Nowhere to be found in the queue

 

My breath was slowly taken away

Still wanting you to stay

Soul feeling the love and loss

You feeling nothing but least cause

The consensus of your fake love signed

Where I entitled you to be mine

 

Reminiscing the past and feeling its glory

Craving to relive the same felt story

My mind riding straight and fast into the shallows

Heart refraining yet entered the gallows

The solemn facet being revealed to the world

Disgraced the loyalty of being tenderly curled

 

I swung around the planet putting a bold smile

Concealing the grief and pain to be a haven in miles

I am the abandoned girl

Who once was a precious pearl

Here, I don't feel the bliss of solitude

Having needed to be treated with gratitude.