The Only Know I Know

From the depths of my heart, I have cried,

I have been lied too and rightfully denied,

The right of the firstborn, as a child, boy, and Man

I am mediocre to my birth givers, and the family clan

Now when I want to pursue on my own,

I have the universe also throwing stones,

Emotionally worn out, physically exhausted

There is turmoil to reset life, like video games ploy,

Start afresh, a new,

Program my DNA, to follow through,

Live new life with the Plan from the start

Live in the light; then sobering in dark

But from four,” P’s” a star is born

Like a young fresh ling of a harvested corn

There few things I would do differently,

Be Deaf, to the world in all sense till I find Prosperity

I have lost in love, No love for me anymore

Dried is my heart, no cupid Flutters or high scores

Now love comes always a price for few hours,

That is only love I fathom, that is only refreshing scar