The Dark Secrets

I stood looking at the grave,

There only he was buried,

Hell no..! I am buried too,

When I showered you my feelings,

When I was possessive about you,

When I was jealous,

When I wept for you,

Yes, it's only for you.

You are mine though you are not,

I love you and I won't give up

Because when a poetess falls in love there is neither death nor an end.

#I left him to die#

I had a fatal fall that day as I stood up I had none by my side, I managed to make myself up...

I sat looking at the lake that evening

All I felt was even I need a hand that can hold mine, I need a shoulder where I can rest.

The scars bleed, there is an unshown fear

There is silence, there is secret pain.

Wait, I can't handle this pain, I want to stop this bleeding - I am weak.

#may be he wanted me to die#

She has forgotten how to cry

She has stopped smiling

She has forgotten how to hug

There are only freshly-inked diaries

There are only thoughts

There are only memories

We poetess write like there is no end

Only with the hope that he will see it one day

How would you like to end it?

I heard

Well, maybe in his arms

Holding no regrets

Looking deep into his eyes, drinking my own tears

Finally, to close my eyes permanently only to open when we meet again... ill be waiting for you there again...

#I am dying daily without him#