Thoughts By A Mad Poetess

Pause...!! Yess we need to pause

The pause to cry a bit than being very strong

The pause to cry out our pain

The pause to stop being very brave

The pause to get lost

The pause of being lost to a completely different place

Yes we do need a pause.

As I sat looking at the sky

even the moon questioned me...where did that person go who was more than me??

My silence was the answer

And the moon turned away smiling at me.

Someone asked me - how much lonely are you?

I replied

So lonely that-

I would like to sleep and I never want to get up again

So lonely that -

I would even hug death with a smile

The sun or the moon?

Of course the moon

A bright day

But we poetess love darkness

The sun beams with pride brightness

But the moon knows all my secrets

More miles to go

No, just a few foot steps

Did you find him?

No I found myself

Somebody asked me, What's more peaceful??

I replied as death

But why?

Because it gives you freedom

How?

We poetess never loved brightness

We want to go deeper and deeper into darkness

But the death gives a calm brightness and soothens us our pain.

It brings out of depression that we were fighting throughout our lives

There exists tears of happiness

But wait..!!!

When I stood near the cliff to end everything I took a step back...!! The fact was that we cannot accept death so easily me being a poetess wants to still feel the pain, I never want to give up on my depression. I am peaceful being a dead alive one, day by day I am enjoying the slow poison.....

Death isn't peaceful.