The Bad Seed

For the first time

I listened to my heart

Lived life on my own

Now everything is falling apart

I feel so alone all alone

I couldn't breathe 

In those walls

They call me

The bad seed

I desired one love

But now I know

It's hard enough 

Everyone's chasing something 

Which is always gonna be my disbelief 

I never did one mistake

So they took me for granted

Now I just didn't listen

My pride is at stake

I dont know where this is gonna lead

How could they call me the bad seed?

I never misbehaved 

Didn't do a wrong deed

Wasn't part of my need

They closed the door

I scream shout and roar

It feels so pleasant

When u get ignored

No one then pushes you

You do whatever you want 

You need

You wished for

That's something I have been wishing for

So I knock at the door

I roar and roar

But they dont hear me scream

I feel all alone

This is a cage

I can't get out

No matter how much I scream and shout

Would stand for my own

But all they do is doubt

This is not a cop-out

Rather they want me to the knockout

Shadows past by

Clouds rain

When I believed so much 

Why my efforts are in vain??

Just wanna be the life of the party

Dont want to get myself dirty.