Stuck

Stuck in time that's passed like gargoyles to stone.

Stuck in despair, 

Selflessness,

Yet..

Feeling alone.

Stuck in the loop in which drives with contingency.

Stuck in the borders,

That align just to limit me.

Stuck in a marriage,

And stuck in the lies.

Stuck in a life,

Where I can not feel alive.

Stuck in purgatory,

And well..

Right now, 

Stuck in Hell..

Stuck in the world where I cannot prevail..

Now stuck in a mask,

And stuck in dead love.

Stuck up to my neck in this hole that's been dug,

With a string I can't tug,

Nor an exit to shove.

Stuck in claustrophobia,

With my head not above.

Stuck in the hurt and stuck in the pain..

Stuck with whispers in my ear,

Of Demons screaming my name..

Stuck being great in a cruel little world.

Stuck feeling down,

As I'm staring down a barrel.

Stuck wanting to end it all....

Stuck not so high.

Stuck feeling dead inside,

And outwards wanting to die.........

Stuck.