So lost without you
So lost without you
And as I glance at the half eaten apple
Lying around me, as carelessly
As I had strewn it, I cannot help but
Remember you. Just as this half of the apple
Seems incomplete without it's other part,
I feel incomplete, so lost without you.
I visit the beach, my toes digging in the sand
Beneath my feet, I remember the times
We used to be here, prancing around
In the warm ocean water, splashing it
On each other, but today as I
Draw a half heart on the sands,
I cannot help but yearn for you, when you
Drew the other half alongside mine,
Completing that heart,
Completing my heart, my other half,
I feel so lost without you.
And I visit the river at night, taking a long stroll
On its banks. The silver moonlight
Shimmering in the still river water,
As I stand alongside the bank and
Look into it's depths, I just see
A single silhouette in the silvery reflection
Where I had been used to seeing two,
I cannot help but long for you,
Completing our portrait, just like a gorgeous dream
In the still river water.
I feel so empty, so lost without you.
Glancing at the barren house,
Once our home, now just a house,
The lamenting corridors, devoid of the music
You used to play, your music,
Our symphonies. A withered rose bouquet
Rotting away in the corner,
Beckoning for the vase full of water
You used to dip it in. Just half a closet,
The other half as devoid of clothes
As though it had never been overflowing
With yours. As my eyes take in
The now desolate house, once our abode,
I cannot help but miss you,
Yearn for you, for you to be
By my side, yet again, in this lonely world.
I feel so broken, so lost without you.

