She Was My Once In A Life Time

She was my once in a lifetime

due to my anger and rage, I watched her go!

She was my once in a lifetime

who even if I want now, never to find her for sure!

She wanted the best for me

She wasn't like the rest towards me

She comforted me in my pain

She was beside me when my life was about to drain

She lent me her wings when I wanted to see around

watching me fly high did she stay put on the ground

but I flew never to return

forgot she's the only reason I could fly

for my selfishness, I left behind the love of my life

I'm sure that she's forgiven me by now

realizing my mistake for it's now too late

can't change what's done, reflecting on the times she stood beside me

wanting to draw out a gun put it to my head and end myself for once

no more to live with these frozen memories of all the wrong I've done...