Shades Of My Life

Dear life! 

There could not be a mixing of my shades with yours.

I tried every little while,

Although our friendship could not happen.

You feel like an enemy to me,

And sometimes you seem to be my heartbeat.

The thoughts of my broken heart

seem to be connected with you.

My eyes won't be separated

from the colourfulness of these dreams.

The colourfulness of my destination

will never be away from the paths.

Whether you break me,

Leave me to die in pain.

Or turn the paths

that are coming towards me.

These wishes of mine are crazy

like a cloud in the sky.

If they rain, 

This light will be washed away and turn black.

If you are not satisfied

Come on, break me again and again.

I am addicted to this beautiful disaster

This bliss is not in any paradise.