Probably Forever

I guess,

I'll probably love you forever,

I'll probably always see your face,

Fall a little in love with each

One that resembles yours,

Embrace you in my thoughts

Then smile about how you might

Blush or may be gush.

I'll probably always wonder

How you are,

Still secretly in love with me,

Or have you moved on?

I'll probably still be

Reminiscing about how we met,

About how I smiled

And you fell;

About how in that moment,

Your words evaded your lips,

And your eyes fixated on my grin.

I'll probably always wonder

How it would have felt

To receive your love,

Unhindered.

To feel the warmth of your flesh,

To hear the beating of your heart

Against your chest.

I'll probably always wonder

How we could have made

The best of friends and lovers;

Probably,

Even better at communicating our hearts

Than we already did

to each other.

I'll probably always wonder

About the future I thought

We had a chance at,

About the future you were

Too scared to glance at.

I'll probably always wonder

About all the wonderful possibilities

That could have been us.