Secret

In my heart I love you

Much more than words can ever say

My soul longs for you

So much more than you ever know

But my actions must say no

I cannot love you

In the real world and real-time

But in my heart, I can

A secret that must stay with me

This secret holds many years

Of longing for you

But its enough to know that you are well

My soul dances with you

In my dreams, I hold you close

All my desires are fulfilled

The passion we share

Is incredible

You are always on my mind

In all that I do

And in everything I do

 You are everywhere with me

When I close my eyes

I feel you close

The mind goes to many places

With you too many to mention

In my dreams and imagination

We are real so real

But in the real world 

I must hide the way that I feel

I know you feel the same way to

You can barely hide your actions

But I will not encourage you

I will hide the way I feel

I must hide this to protect you 

And not cause any problems

Not now not ever

This secret will stay with me

Now and forever.