Pessimism

I need to be distant from everyone else

Be that as it may, I don't need you to leave

I need to lie in bed throughout the day

Be that as it may, there it's difficult to relax

I need to rest

Be that as it may, my brain is alert

I need to open up a piece

Be that as it may, no one has the opportunity to squander

I need to eat

Be that as it may, at that point I think

About the results

What's more, my mouth rebels at the taste

My stomach longs

For only a chomp

Be that as it may, not today

Still I battle

Inquiring

Arguing

To show signs of improvement

Be that as it may

I'm not helping myself

So I keep

Organizing my feelings

In straightforward letters.