Game Of Hearts

It's sorcery, it's magic,
It's beautiful, it's tragic.
It leaves me in pain I never knew,
It captures me in a mystery, with no clue.
I fall, I fail, I cry, I give in,
I do things I am never proud of, I sin.
And every day, I crave for that place,
And every time I hear your voice begging for some space.
I try to drown in my sorrows but there is no use,
I search for you in darkness, but hear your agonic refuse.
I walk in your trap, every single time,
I hang on to your beautiful words, even when my subconscious calls it a crime.
You are a drug, you are my addiction,
I can never get enough of you, even when you leave me in affliction.
How do you always make me so vulnerable?
How do you always make me feel so disable?
Every fiber, every cell, every second, every day,
I pray, for nothing but to hear you say;
That you are done with your games of pain and tears,
That you accept me and my fears.
That this time, you are here to stay,
That my heart is no longer an object for you to play.
I dream of this moment every day,
And hold on to it for as long as it stays.
But every time you snap me back to reality,
Where I am a victim to your betrayal and cruelty.
Yet your intoxicating eyes,
They make me forget your innumerable lies.
And once again I am trapped in your game,
And once again you light in me that destroying flame.