Obscure Me

Shadows of yesterday

Haunts me,

Shadows of sympathy

That takes away the calm me,

With a flinty expression-

I look at a heart full of sad carvings,

Having gone through commitments that gave me harsh endings

An escape to this is proving elusive.

Longing someone would hear me

Screaming aloud inside;

I didn’t want to express my feelings

Even in an oblique reference;

Unfathomable expression of mine

Clutched attention; making me a cynosure.'

With a sigh of exasperation

I do not contemplate about my future;

It was self-evident that

In the midst of melodramas after betrayals

It made me sick at heart

Making me lose composure

Giving true love

Falling head over heels in love

He gifted me with a deceitful love

Leaving me with a sinking heart

Little since I’ve been in this world,

With a twinge of disappointment;

It already did encapsulate me

Lessons for a lifetime

With the swirl of negative conversations

Stranded in my heart;

It trapped me in the cold dark depths of loneliness,

With nothing but just memories to hug and cry

Reality - the enemy

Gave me a stern opposition

Shattering me into a million pieces

That cannot be mended back

Gloomy silence filled the air,

I opened the window

Looking into the blanket of stars above me,

Gazing into the one who just winked at me

I look back at me,

Who was entangled with a basket full of dreams,

Someone who with a jolt of excitement kept the wheels of life moving

 A person who was never a procrastinate,

Someone who believed the best moments in life were surprises in store.

 A person who was riveted by romance,

And enjoyed unwrapping secrets,

And now these fade away like a cloud on the horizon,

Besmirched about these mellow thoughts

Nothing would induce me to change back

Expect for a coincidental miraculous destiny