Lovingly Mine

Being married for one year

There lacks one emotion 

In our relationship

And that is love

The love which can unite

Our souls

And make us one forever

I understand that ours was not a love marriage

In fact you were forced to marry me

But within a year

I had fallen for you

You didn't

When I found that 

You have a lover

And that's the reason

You don't love me

My love for you didn't diminish

In fact it remained intact

On that day 

When you asked for annulment

I didn't say no

Because I couldn't see you suffer

Even a small tear from your eyes

Broke my heart

Coz the body was yours

But the pain belongs to me

The day 

When you first touched me

I thought

It was out of love

But then I understood

You were drunk

You were not in your senses

And the next day

When I woke up

I was numb 

Even tears were frightened to fall

You shattered me completely

If you had asked me

I would have given myself willingly

But that night

You forced yourself on me

You were chanting your

Lover's name

When my soul was being destroyed

The day

When I discovered

That I was pregnant

I was on cloud nine

But

I was scared 

On how you will receive this news

When I told you

I thought you would forget our differences

And hug me

But I was wrong

You told me to abort our child

And claimed that it is not your child

That day

I lost my trust on you

I am leaving with my child

The annulment papers are signed and kept on the table

This is a gift from me

Lovingly yours 

Sorry not lovingly yours

Lovingly mine