Like Ants

There are a million thoughts in my head

Like ants,

They swarm my mind

Crawl all over it

Leave beneath their million tiny legs

A true mess

One comes

Bumps into ten others

Disrupts them

Which further disrupt a hundred more

And it never ends

They're suffocating me

There is so much darkness

The absence of light

I feel trapped

Buzz buzz buzz

My head feels heavy

They won't stop humming

It hurts physically

So much noise.

What is silence?

For once, leave me alone

Let me slide into the bliss of sugary oblivion

I would choose the absence of knowledge

Rather than have it along with its terrible darkness

So much darkness

So much unhappiness

I'm drowning

I'm lost

Please stop troubling me

Go away

These thoughts

Millions, billions, trillions, zillions

Infinite

Like ants

They've made their nest here

And they keep coming

They might just run out of space...

I can't.