It's A Fear, It Is Near

It’s a fear, it is near, I hope no one lands remotely near

Sleeping days, sleepless nights, the fight just becomes even tight

Try to mend, try to solve, why can’t we just sit and talk?

Come on here, let me kiss you on your ear, it’s just love, it’s just life

Paint it with pastel shades, then cut it with an insecure knife

Adorn it with a ghostly black, and watch it sink in the swamp while

You and I crumble like a soft piece of blue-red chalk

It’s a fear, it is near, I hope no one lands remotely near

Burning desires, and harsh-rude words, flies away our love bird

Try to talk, try to explain, does love mean bearing pain?

It’s a fear, it is here, the sky turns smoky from crystal clear in the smoke

I see your face, with moistened cheeks thinking we just lost the race

Adorned with the black old coat, your body has a blissful grace

It’s a fear, it is near, I hope no one lands remotely near

Sleepless nights, workless days, and lingering questions pound my head

What would it have been like, if we tried till our eyes cried and bled?

The sundry smoke of all the ‘buts’ and ‘ifs’ obscure my mind

What would it have been like, if we could go back in time

The ghostly presence of bitterness, make me insurmountably dread

It’s a fear, it is near, I hope no one lands remotely near

Unanswered questions, the call drops, swampy water obscures all my house

Frightful flooding carries me, washes all our memories of

Sublime sorrow, painful peace, enraging excitement.

It’s a fear, it is near, I hope no one lands remotely near

Sleepless nights, workless days, lingering questions pound my head

I just feel like drowning in the hopeless dark waters of my insecurities

Then gasp for air and try to breathe but nothing seems to work then come out

Out of it, under the gargantuan grey sky with rain, hear them mourn while

I lie peacefully with a tranquil pallor on my face as I go eternally dead.