Imbalanced Equality
Imbalanced Equality
I walked into the house,
with a million memories flooding my heart.
I felt the empty air fill my lungs,
forcing every iota of my heart to ache for more.
I sensed his faded cologne inside me,
the one he emanated on our wedding night.
I touched his writings on the wall,
every word screaming out for his wife to help.
I staggered in our dim lit room,
can't truly deny I liked the absence of light.
I looked down at our bed,
now a resting place for his broken soul.
I heard his voice again,
softer at that moment -- persuasive, perhaps?
I knew he's asking for me to come,
join his realm of dead exactly the way he did -- dive deep in our pool.
I should've listened to him,
not when his absence called me closer but when his presence pushed me away.
I still wonder what could've I done better,
to win his trust at least enough for him to confide in me.
I am his real culprit,
even though it was a psychopathic mistress who raped him.
No. It is I and the law of my country,
the law that assumes only a man can rape a woman and not the other way around.