If & Only If...

If & only if...
you ever come to know,
it would have been a "yes"; instead of every "no"… 

If & only if… 
you ever get to realize,
it'd have been the "truth"; instead of all lies…

If & only if….
you ever come to see,
I've loved you from all my heart; but you left me drowning in this "sorrow-sea"… 

 

If & only if….
you ever feel to care,
try to step into my shoes & feel how did you dare…?

 

If & only if….
you ever wanna hear,
listen to all the cries & sobs in the unbearable pain to bear…

 

If & only if….
you ever wanna meet,
go down to your memory lane, when I begged you to greet…

 

If & only if….
you ever need to cry,
you'll always find my shoulder to cry but my eyes'll be dry…

 

If & only if….
you ever found me "dead",
remember I only lived… with you; but was killed with what you said!

 

If & only if….
you ever feel "sorry",
remember its been too late… I've buried myself for which I ain't sorry!

 

If & only if….
you'd ever love me,
recall all the things you did & you'll find every answer in "me"…

 

If & only if….
you'd ever feel "me",
once you too lived inside me & beat in my heart within me…

 

If & only if….
you could ever realize,
how much it hurts; every time it's me...who dies…

 

If & only if….
you could ever understand,
take a 'Lilly' to my grave & moan there & stand…

If & only if….
you come running to find me…. 

remember you lost me the day...you left that "begging & crying Me"...

 

If & only if...