If I am looking at your eyes

If I'm looking at your eyes,

It means that I'm trying to peep in.

I'm not looking at that part of you,

Who has the wardrobe which fits your curves and shoulders perfectly, 

Not the one with the best done hair,

Not the one with the branded shoes nor the one with the painted curve of the smile.

But I'm looking at that part of YOU,

Who took time to pickup the shirt and pant you put on, the amount of time you struggled infront of the mirror to set your hair right, the intention behind you getting all this straight from hair to shoe.

I'm looking at your efforts to put up the painted curve of your smile smartly.

If I'm looking at your eyes,

It means that I'm not only listening to your success stories, "cloud 9" feelings, silliest thing you ever did, the creepiest thought you've ever got or your happy tears and dreams.

But, I'm also looking for the reason behind your painted curve of smile, wrinkles on your nose, shadows beneath your eyes.

If I'm looking at your eyes,I

Itmeans that I'm trying to know your heart,

Not the amount of blood flowing through your arteries and veins,

Nor about the never tiring heartbeat.

But at the soft heartened YOU.

I'm looking at that part of you, who gets tears in eyes for the smallest of things.

Who made promises which were intended to be kept but somehow broke, who hid a heartbreak behind a smile, who hurt someone and moved back to apologise, who tried to be there for someone and it all got ruined.

I'm looking for that wish of yours, which you always wanted it to happen but still didn't, that blessing which you never asked for and it is all yours.

I'm looking for your worste fears, the peaceful evenings of yours, the sleepless nights and the situations where you turned cold.

I'm looking at your past and present.

Cause I want to know who you were and what you are today.

Not to judge you, but to know the deepest hidden YOU.

This is all it means, 

If I'm looking at your eyes.