I Wish

I wish I could explain to you why

Often I had to lie

I didn't want you to worry

You never had much time for me

Always in a hurry

Why do you mean so much to me

If my presence didn't mean shit to you

Why can't you understand me?

Why do I always have to explain to you

I'm the one who let you go

But I see myself breaking

You seem to be very happy

But inside are you aching?

I wish I could go back to the past

And change all the events

I would change my decision

And take back what I've given