I Want To, But I Fear

I want to hold your hand again 

But I fear you'll leave me 

I want to kiss your lips again 

But I fear you'll poison me 

I want to hold you in my arms 

But I fear you'll refuse scornfully 

I want to cuddle you from back 

But I fear you'll deny brutally 

I want to see you make promises 

But I fear you'll break them 

I want to give you flowers 

But I fear you'll throw them 

I want to wish you a good morning 

But I fear you'll reply with a bye 

I want to live with you again 

But I fear you'll ask me to die.