House of Glass...

Alas!!! The house is shattered,The glass that for long clattered.

Little did I know my world.

For all I knew, in my arms he once curled.

A world of ours I created.

A dream which he had initiated.

An imaginary pretty house of glass.

A place of ours ..of it's own class. 

All naive and foolish I knew not the truth.

It was a creation of mine.. just my booth.

Never had he entered it.

For him he was elsewhere, perfectly fit.

Then why did he create an illusion for me?

Why then for me he was down on his knee?

Never did I wish to steal him from his family

Then why with me did he play this googly?

Easily he walked away and over.

Shattered pieces of glass I will live on forever.

Nothing will heal the wounded soul.

For the only one I trusted, played foul.

He said he would walk away with me and never leave me.

Not once, twice, thrice, but several times he vowed to me.

How would I have walked away then!!!

He had said he'd try till ten.

Silly of me to have been so blinded.

I couldn't hear the silence, I stood alone grounded.

The house was empty forever and always.

Little did I know he had rested his case.

Promises broken, words all forced.

 Tone all vague, emotions replaced.  

Alas the house of glass has shattered 

The pieces of glass that still and forever will clatter 

And I will live away a dead life there.

On the pieces of glass that will prick me everywhere.

The pricks will remind me of the lessons learnt.

Until my soul is all so burnt.

Haha!!! I have no choice anyway.

He has deserted me and gone far away.

And I will live it all for it is MY STORY.

Though he may feel it's all hunky dory.

Sharp and thin the glasses will hurt.

Forever now I will be straight and curt.

Tears will never dry.

I will never cry.

Holding it all Deep within.

Not letting it vapourise in the air so thin.

Nothing will move anyone ever.

I will continue to weep forever.

Why me is all I fail to comprehend!!!

Why did our beautifulstory have to end? 

What's my folly, could someone tell me true?

Give me a hint, an option or cue.

Nothing can soothe my raging heart.

For him it's all just circumstances, jokes apart.

Why did I rely on him so much?

Why did I love him so much?

Why was I blinded all this while?

Why do I miss my golden smile?

You deserve not a woman so strong.

I sit hear and sing my melancholy song.

Tears, I cannot see in your eyes.

Let alone me be the reason of your cries.

This is what he several times said.

How stupid of me!!! I got misled.

Here I m counting tears that fall.

WhileIstruggle to stand straight and tall.

Hate myself for the way I have been.

Days worst than these I have seen.

Then why is this wound not willing to heal?

Am I dead or alive for real?

Why am I unable to bounce back hard?

Why am I failing to play my card ?

When will I kick this bucket tough?

Tired I'm of this patch so rough.

Take me away forever with you.

Someone please come to my soul's rescue. 

Sleepless nights and sparkless days.

Never in my life have I have been through such a phase.

Help me be on my own for now.

Teach me life's ABC and show me how.

Time n tide seem to stand so still.

Bury my soul with some sand fill. 

Nights are long n days are longer.

I hope some day I get a little stronger.

I wish I rise up on my own.

Without anyone to hear my mourn.

The sound of the shattered glass pieces shall ring in my ears forever.

I hope I 'll remember the lesssons ever after!!!