Hope.....

Have something to say but nothing to describe,

Seems like life asking for bribe,

Seems like life is an unwanted drive.

 Maybe it's just a thought

But I hate the emotions.

Sometimes I scream, sometimes cry,

Just calm me down and try and try

 Sometimes it teases, brain gets crazy,

A kind of rush, a different estacy

I had been woke a lot of nights,

With the war in me, an endless fight.

 Enlarging insecurities, increasing fears

Smiling with eyes full of tears

 Sometimes I found myself blind,

No hopes no people nothing could I find,

Sometimes I prayed the world to be kind

A lot I experienced, a lot I learnt

Loads of fuel down the way burnt

 Going through the world round and round

Somewhere in me a hope I found

A hope that felt amber for the future

A hope that makes life's sculpture

 Light started spreading, dreams can now be seen,

 Confusion seems be cleared , future crisp and clean

Still there was an beam still there was an rope,

Still remember the power of that small hope.