Forgiveness

You say why I cannot leave
that far from darkened days.
I drank silence for so long.

Black spiders seek my mind.
I need a light to learn the purpose
of forgiving me, because I wish
To enjoy each hour while
I walk these days.

I do not wish to listen
Devil obscure words.
The sky is not black,
it’s blue,
but I feel it’s black seen through too much distance.
We only earned one life.
& I hope crystal winds rush in to erase
that someday.