For You

You often keep popping up in my dreamscape,

Is that me thinking of you or are you thinking of me?

If it's the love I won't tell because I'm ready to get hurt by myself, 

I have my folks and this life that I chose to live for them.

You came as a beautiful accident and also a painful blessing.

Then came a day when I decided to let you go but you came chasing so fast that I couldn't leave the thread of us to go.

Will there be an end to the roller coaster inside of me?

Will there be an answer to know what is this feel like?

I always needed someone to get me exactly the way I could and that's when God sent me you.

It doesn't mean my folks are less than you but always have been much more.

Maybe it's a strong friendship or maybe affection or maybe my confusing thoughts.

I don't wish for a forever between us, I don't want to cross paths again.

If I ever find an answer, If I get hurt by that I'm not going to tell you both but just going to hide and cry in my secret base.

For you I'm grateful, for you I'm tender and for you I'll bear the pain.

Yes, that's what atleast my heart wants me to do for you