Fade Away

Millions of abuses to you I say,

But seeing you smile, my anger does fade away.

You are my mistake maybe,

A wrong decision by me,

Still every moment with you,

I feel like you are so new.

Confusing are my words,

Like hundreds of chirping birds,

Mixed feelings are these,

But yet does not give toxic feels.

I don't know what to say,

Words too seem to fade away.

Can eyes speak or actions leak,

Desires that my heart seek,

Secrets that my mind keep,

Hidden in the shadows so deep.

Hear me out while you can,

For now, I have a plan,

The dry leaves on the ground lay,

With the wind like them, I too shall fade away.