Dark Doll

I can still remember the night that was dark

I was in my eleven swinging in that park

A big brown man gave me a call

I followed his way as he promised me a doll

He held my hand and took me to his room

Dark little corner, I sat in gloom

He rushed his fingers, wrapped me in a roll

Took away my childhood and wrecked my soul

For years I could not speak

I thought I was weak

But the scars of that night shout loud to fight

The dreams of his sight, fills me with fright

From that gentle touch to the monster move

His every gesture that I disapproved

Fills my sleep with horror

For that one night was no less then a terror

My Loud, killing, dispatched voice,

Which he seemed to rejoice

Framed this entire life which was completely my choice

I still remain silent in the deepest of nights

As people say its a dark time for mays and mights.

Dreams show the gateway to life

But what came to me was ripped with knife

I twirl and turn in bed

To be able to sleep without these thoughts in my head

But the dreams seem uncontrollable, unstoppable

The truth I hold will now be told

The story of my torn clothes will now unfold

I hope you will see my pain

I hope you will see my mark

I hope there is no other girl

You will call from the park.