can't take it anymore

It's not fair, is it a deceit or an inner angst that can't be unleashed?
You keep the facade on, hoping for the trouble to hide away on its own.
You didn't sign up for this, and I brought a burden to be with.
Love evolves from day to night, it turns into a howling wolf with plight.
Am I right? Or am I being misled? The mastermind is yet to be caught red handed. 
Drastically I keep drowning in my own guilt and shame, am I really that lame?