Broken Vessel 1

Sometimes I want to kick a bottle into the wall

To watch it break into small pieces

As the ones on my heart

Sometimes I wish I could be left alone

Laying in peace among germinating flowers

If that’d help me understand growing

Or why the fuck life’s a trade off;

Of ones happiness for others

Most of which don’t even care.

Sometimes I wish all this was a dream 

A nightmare I’d never wish to remember 

Nor dare to sleep to, again