Broken Heart

I try, I try, I'm trying 

Still I end up crying

Waiting to forget, wanting to let go,

But my fool of a heart just keeps saying no...

Wishing to move on and to just put my emotions to sleep,

Not even knowing when I fell for you so deep.

The way you used to smile, 

Making my heartbeat run wild.

Talking to you, holding hands with you,

It hurts remembering those moments-old and few.

Trying to put together a broken me,

And failing miserably at it just like everything I do.

Does just one decision gone bad,

Erase everything good we had.?

Your image still engraved in my heart and brain,

It hurts, hurts a lot knowing I won't be seeing you again.

Even if we do meet I know you'll look at me with disdain,

Why, oh why was I so vain.

Everything was just so perfect when we were together,

I wish I could give everything away just to be with you rather.

I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry,

A broken heart full of regrets I'll always carry....