breathing a little

Are you breathing and jus calling it life,

Are you living but barely getting by.

Faking a smile for the outside,

People not knowing what's truly on your mind.

She seems happy,

Like life is all fine,

Nobody knows she's fighting wars against suicide. 

Hoping one day she wakes up to a better life,

When she no longer has to fight,

And she is finally able to learn what it means to to have a normal life.