ANTI-LOVE

I wanted to sit by you and look at your eyes.

But you disappeared into the cosmic sky.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

And I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wanted to touch your soft and bright skin.

But you disappeared into the toxic dustbin.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wrote mails to you expecting a sweet reply.

But you remained silent under the cosmic light.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wanted to kiss you at least a thousand times.

But you disappeared into the cosmic light.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wanted to make love with you crazily forever.

But you disappeared into the cosmic air.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wanted your love and touch madly and sadly.

But you disappeared into the cosmos coldly.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fell in love with my own wordy song.

I wanted to love you and live with you forever.

But I didn't have enough money for the future.

The blues returned every time with a strong blow.

I fell in love with my own words and glow.

I was not confused and dazed like you think.

I wanted to know you and touch you with a link.

But the blues returned every time with a stormy blow.

I fell in love with my own words and glow.

I still want to love you and touch you with care.

But the reality pushes me to a deadly corner.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

I fall in love with my own wordy song.

I am still looking for the light in the dark.

Wish you wouldn't disappear without a mark.

The blues hit my heart so hard and strong.

The moment does not return with a new song.

Anti-love is all around in the toxic air.

Urban life looks for love, touch and care.

The blues hit the urban heart so hard and strong.

It falls in love with its own wordy song.

©Saibal Ray

08/02/2026