FOR YOU!

I find no reason for your silence.

I find no reason for your absence.

I do not know where you are.

To follow you, I have no pole star.

The city lights glow bitterly without you.

The mind feels disturbed without you.

My life is full of ups and downs

That always hit me with frowns.

But the memory bears your lights

Often in the middle of deadly nights.

I did not know how to be romantic.

The journey brought you to this nomadic.

This lowlife indeed fell in love with you.

But life pushed him away into the blue.

The heart wanted to touch your soul.

But the journey assigned life a new role.

So, the lonely mind moved away from you.

The heart missed your golden hue.

But the truth is beyond wordy nonsense.

I desire your bright, golden presence.

I often try to imagine your smell

To feel the vacuum of my rusty tale.

It's true that I tried to forget you.

But each time you returned anew.

I miss you like a crazy animal.

I feel addicted to your beauty carnal.

Your bright, golden, soft presence

Fills my heart with dreamy softness.

I wanted to surrender to your soul.

But I did not know how to roll.

However, I do not know where you are.

I do not know how you are.

I wanted to hug you tight

And smell you on a crazy night.

I wanted to hold your hand

And walk on the beach sand.

I wanted to kiss your lips

On a cool night, so moonlit.

I wanted to cuddle you

On a bed under the blue.

But something went wrong.

I waited for so long.

I tried hard to connect with you.

But each time I failed to break through.

I wanted to love you forever

From sky to the babbling river.

I wanted to see you by me

As the light of my disturbed journey.

I wanted to hear your news

Before getting lost in cosmic blues.

But I do not know where you are.

I do not know how you are.

You may respond or you may not.

My blues are true and boiling hot.

©Saibal Ray

09/11/2024