Annoyed

Dear Diary,

Today, I am really annoyed,

stuck in life which I can't avoid. 

I am tried of enclosed in the same walls.

I want to go out and run in the ground,

listen to birds chirping in the background.

I am annoyed by the classes conducted online,

the interests in the fancy apps has declined.

I yearn to be among my co-peers,

Have fun, laugh, talk and discuss our fears.

Talks on phone are not real,

They are way too formal and feelings are unclear.

I hope to be safe outside,

to walk calmly, keeping the fear aside.

But the mask is a constant reminder

of the demon I might encounter.

I really want to scream, shout and cry,

do anything to defeat this bad guy.

But deep down I know

sitting at home would only make it go.