Aching For You

Where are you? Please tell me now.

I can’t hear, a bit louder, please.

You swore that you wouldn’t leave.

You said betrayal was not

Your kind of game but you showed

Me, that you’re a good liar.

My eyes were red in your wait.

Hopeless, lonesome, agonized.

Did you ever care to ask?

You said we were meant to be.

Has fate changed you or just me?

It doesn’t feel like old times.

My spirit latches onto

The remnants of what we were,

Keeping those glowing embers.

Were those false assurances

Worth my contentment and trust,

Or my every bit of hope?

It isn’t easy for me,

To get over fictitious worlds,

And unreal counterfeit love.

The scars you gave me went deep.

It will be hard to heal them.

But I will never give up.

Now, I ask for one answer,

Where you lost your footing and,

Pushed me into the water.