Abandoned Child

When I had you in me I had no thoughts

Only had an emptiness in me not knowing what to do with you

Thoughts of killing entered my mind but never wanted to be that heartless

What I knew is that you were a mistake 

A mistake made with two but one has to make a decision on your

It was never easy bringing you to life it was very painful 

Now I have decided I threw you in a thrash

I had nothing to give you just a miserable life

I never looked back though 

Didn't have second thoughts 

All I had is fear and pain you were better off without me

You were a burden